My darkness, my light, my peace, my fight.
My rest at the end of this rainbow.
My time, my loss, my blurring of sight,
My yearning... to for see... tomorrow.
Steal a part of me; I never knew it was,
Keep that part of me, for you, because
Your glow, it never fades, your self, it never shies,
I'd tell the world tomorrow, these feelings wont demise.
My edge, it whispers, caressing with smile,
My sky, it watches, forsaken... its while.
My body, it motions, weakening, it falls,
My soul, it lingers, eternal, it crawls.
Steal a part of me; you always knew it was,
Keep that part of me, for you, because,
Falling, don't catch me, my soul
You try and find the answer though the question is not there.
Locked inside the mind - what's left? Happiness? Despair?
The scars erase, the cuts they heal, you struggle to recognise
Is this is phase? What do you feel? Who is this in disguise?
Crystal memories mockingly shine, reminding you of that place, that time.
You see it all with a sinister sheen - Kodak thoughts for Kodak dreams.
Climbing the floors, you arrive at the sign - "you are here" - but what did you climb?
The arrow it murmurs, aware of direction, the arrow it blurs, now where's your reflection?
You'll try and find the answer though the question is not there.
'Trappe
When I was lost, it was you who found me,
Picked me up, unlocked, unbound me.
Breaking those ropes, untying those chains,
Chase away 'eternal' pains
When I was low, you took me higher,
Removed the demons: cursed only in fire.
Dismissing their taunts, no care to thee,
Forget, no more, you set me free
When I was yesterday, you showed me tomorrow,
Awakened dull senses, filling the hollow.
Engaging the spirit, teaching the whole -
Vacancy isn't the door to the soul
When I was blind, you helped me see,
Removed the mask, enlightened me.
Revealing true light, masking the dark,
Erase every once permanent mark.
When I was her, you saw
Why force ourselves to live in such a crushed monotony?
Dragging down, spinning round, pressing down on me
Another night, another plight, eyes open as its coming,
I see it now, looking around, why are we still running?
The lights, they fade to darkness,
The candles dimming still
Nil can call us heartless,
Hearts, they beat with still the will
Why turn the other cheek whilst the mirror sees it raw?
Wounded by the silence as the flesh is weeping sore
Another night, another plight, tears drowning as its lulling,
I see it now, looking round, resist it as its pulling
The lights, they fade to darkness,
The candles dimming still
Nil ca
Protection in the eyes that see,
Redemption in the times of flight;
Reflection in the wounds that be,
Connection in once dark of night.
Protect: From what? From who? And how?
Redeem: Why not? Who's hurting now?
Reflect: Times past, times broken; forgot.
Connect: Reconnection; I live as you rot.
This is the reason I stand as you fall,
The reason I wake as you're sleeping.
This is the moment I fly as you crawl,
The moment I laugh as you're weeping.
Protection from the eyes that saw,
Redemption from the times that flew;
Reflection from the wounds - once raw,
Connection, pure, minus those I 'knew'.
Shadows enlightened by most sudden rays;
Healthy a-glow but beneath it decays.
Pulsating at sight, though still when it goes;
It will end with a fight, but already it knows.
Ignorance: bliss, a sad fact but true.
Ironic, to think, the bliss shades to blue.
The end is near, though the first was calm;
Is it truth that it fears? Or the imminent harm?
Light to dark, reality arrives;
Empty, vacant, who said it subsides?
No more, no more, the shadows return;
Though still it pulses, teasing, it yearns.
Time is a healer, or so it should be.
Releasing caged demons; setting them free.
No more, no more, RIP in it's death?
My dying wish? F
That day of darkness, day of light,
That day of hope, day of might,
That day of turnings, round and round,
That day my soul, forever bound.
It was on that day you made your choice,
Carefully wrote, ink as your voice.
"Things aren't working" stood your quote;
Though time would tell your means to vote.
Me - left alone, forced a prisoner to be,
Though you were gone, forever free.
"But why?" I thought, confused, in awe;
Its five months since, yet these wounds are still sore.
Now I step inside this crowded place,
Tears lying naked, your emotionless face.
Ivory skin, deep brown eyes
- I gaze a while, though past ignorance cries.
Lying, weeping, my life in front of I.
Dying, sleeping, gone without a cry.
Wishing, hoping, that things were all to change.
Denying, moping, my thoughts to re-arrange.
Don't try and hide it, once again, breaking trust;
Search and you will find it, the consequence of lust.
Painting one last smile, erase your truth so fake;
Grimace, then discard it, the last candle on the cake.
"I could've been good, I could've been great",
: Now, 'could've' could be 'would've' if it weren't of your sealed fate.
"I wish it never was, I wish I wasn't late"
: Memoirs of a wishful life, without your "mistake"
Where were you to hold me? Cover from the
My darkness, my light, my peace, my fight.
My rest at the end of this rainbow.
My time, my loss, my blurring of sight,
My yearning... to for see... tomorrow.
Steal a part of me; I never knew it was,
Keep that part of me, for you, because
Your glow, it never fades, your self, it never shies,
I'd tell the world tomorrow, these feelings wont demise.
My edge, it whispers, caressing with smile,
My sky, it watches, forsaken... its while.
My body, it motions, weakening, it falls,
My soul, it lingers, eternal, it crawls.
Steal a part of me; you always knew it was,
Keep that part of me, for you, because,
Falling, don't catch me, my soul
You try and find the answer though the question is not there.
Locked inside the mind - what's left? Happiness? Despair?
The scars erase, the cuts they heal, you struggle to recognise
Is this is phase? What do you feel? Who is this in disguise?
Crystal memories mockingly shine, reminding you of that place, that time.
You see it all with a sinister sheen - Kodak thoughts for Kodak dreams.
Climbing the floors, you arrive at the sign - "you are here" - but what did you climb?
The arrow it murmurs, aware of direction, the arrow it blurs, now where's your reflection?
You'll try and find the answer though the question is not there.
'Trappe
When I was lost, it was you who found me,
Picked me up, unlocked, unbound me.
Breaking those ropes, untying those chains,
Chase away 'eternal' pains
When I was low, you took me higher,
Removed the demons: cursed only in fire.
Dismissing their taunts, no care to thee,
Forget, no more, you set me free
When I was yesterday, you showed me tomorrow,
Awakened dull senses, filling the hollow.
Engaging the spirit, teaching the whole -
Vacancy isn't the door to the soul
When I was blind, you helped me see,
Removed the mask, enlightened me.
Revealing true light, masking the dark,
Erase every once permanent mark.
When I was her, you saw
Why force ourselves to live in such a crushed monotony?
Dragging down, spinning round, pressing down on me
Another night, another plight, eyes open as its coming,
I see it now, looking around, why are we still running?
The lights, they fade to darkness,
The candles dimming still
Nil can call us heartless,
Hearts, they beat with still the will
Why turn the other cheek whilst the mirror sees it raw?
Wounded by the silence as the flesh is weeping sore
Another night, another plight, tears drowning as its lulling,
I see it now, looking round, resist it as its pulling
The lights, they fade to darkness,
The candles dimming still
Nil ca
Protection in the eyes that see,
Redemption in the times of flight;
Reflection in the wounds that be,
Connection in once dark of night.
Protect: From what? From who? And how?
Redeem: Why not? Who's hurting now?
Reflect: Times past, times broken; forgot.
Connect: Reconnection; I live as you rot.
This is the reason I stand as you fall,
The reason I wake as you're sleeping.
This is the moment I fly as you crawl,
The moment I laugh as you're weeping.
Protection from the eyes that saw,
Redemption from the times that flew;
Reflection from the wounds - once raw,
Connection, pure, minus those I 'knew'.
Shadows enlightened by most sudden rays;
Healthy a-glow but beneath it decays.
Pulsating at sight, though still when it goes;
It will end with a fight, but already it knows.
Ignorance: bliss, a sad fact but true.
Ironic, to think, the bliss shades to blue.
The end is near, though the first was calm;
Is it truth that it fears? Or the imminent harm?
Light to dark, reality arrives;
Empty, vacant, who said it subsides?
No more, no more, the shadows return;
Though still it pulses, teasing, it yearns.
Time is a healer, or so it should be.
Releasing caged demons; setting them free.
No more, no more, RIP in it's death?
My dying wish? F
That day of darkness, day of light,
That day of hope, day of might,
That day of turnings, round and round,
That day my soul, forever bound.
It was on that day you made your choice,
Carefully wrote, ink as your voice.
"Things aren't working" stood your quote;
Though time would tell your means to vote.
Me - left alone, forced a prisoner to be,
Though you were gone, forever free.
"But why?" I thought, confused, in awe;
Its five months since, yet these wounds are still sore.
Now I step inside this crowded place,
Tears lying naked, your emotionless face.
Ivory skin, deep brown eyes
- I gaze a while, though past ignorance cries.
Lying, weeping, my life in front of I.
Dying, sleeping, gone without a cry.
Wishing, hoping, that things were all to change.
Denying, moping, my thoughts to re-arrange.
Don't try and hide it, once again, breaking trust;
Search and you will find it, the consequence of lust.
Painting one last smile, erase your truth so fake;
Grimace, then discard it, the last candle on the cake.
"I could've been good, I could've been great",
: Now, 'could've' could be 'would've' if it weren't of your sealed fate.
"I wish it never was, I wish I wasn't late"
: Memoirs of a wishful life, without your "mistake"
Where were you to hold me? Cover from the
The summer heat fills the room. The smell of sweat is pungent. Trying to cool down,
I sit next to my fan. The blades go round and round, putting me in a trance.
I stare at the walls. They are so empty. I stare at the walls. They are so cold.
Portraits of you and I use to hang around this room. Now the space is bare
With only the smell of sweat, the pungent smell of sweat, to keep me company.
Where have you gone?
"Where has she gone?" I ask the whiskey bottle beside me.
It smiles at me. I fume. I swing at it. It tips and spills. I look at my now soaked jeans.
You gave these jeans to me. I remember: last Christmas. I take off
Angelica (My Final Prayer)
Darling jaded Angelica, can you hear me call?
Can you hear me from heaven; can you hear at all?
Is the sky blue life up there treating you so kind?
Sometimes I wish to join you and leave this world behind.
Oh Angelica, you cried so much before you had to leave
Was dying really the only way to save your sanity?
Angelica you'd died of a heartbreak I'll never understand.
You were already dead inside, though I was there to hold your hand.
Oh my stained Angelica, with your tainted soul,
Have angels bathed you tenderly and filled your growing hole?
In heaven do emotional wounds show like cuts then bleed?
And i
When I was lost, it was you who found me,
Picked me up, unlocked, unbound me.
Breaking those ropes, untying those chains,
Chase away 'eternal' pains
When I was low, you took me higher,
Removed the demons: cursed only in fire.
Dismissing their taunts, no care to thee,
Forget, no more, you set me free
When I was yesterday, you showed me tomorrow,
Awakened dull senses, filling the hollow.
Engaging the spirit, teaching the whole -
Vacancy isn't the door to the soul
When I was blind, you helped me see,
Removed the mask, enlightened me.
Revealing true light, masking the dark,
Erase every once permanent mark.
When I was her, you saw
Current Residence: England Favourite genre of music: Rock Personal Quote: '...To The World You're One Person, But To One Person You're The World...' - Dark Rag
Favourite Movies
Party Monster, Rocky Horror
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Jack Off Jill, Collide, KidneyThieves, Tapping The Vein
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